Omg I had a very detailed dream in which I was playing WoW and enjoying it. Omg why.

superturtle513:

I thought I kicked the stuff.

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theoceanswide:

i pressed alt + reblog button

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when you get a facebook message

governmenthookah:

and you’re like “OMG IT’S THEM FUCK YEAH”

and then it’s that bitch you hate who you’re too nice to ignore

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Why it’s awesome to be a nerd/geek

every month I get to go and play pretend zombie slayer in the woods for awhile (LARPing or “live action role play”). I try to be as open with this as I can. sometimes it’s just awkward to explain. not everyone understands which is ok. the main excuse I’ll use on someone I just don’t feel open to. or someone who would seem to act badly to LARPing-. I just say I go. camping.

iv been going to this larp for 8 months now. Its there that I have met people I know will accept me and my interests. iv become so close with so many people there they are practically family
to me. every weekend has been better then the last.

This particular weekend something interesting happened: me and my family got insulted.

there’s about 200-350ish people each game. there’s always new players. this month there was a group of new people who came in to make fun of and insult other players. they broke rules, and they were given fair and friendly warning. they continued to harass everyone and got more and more unpleasant. This group was last seen breaking the rules, running off site, and driving off yelling “fucking nerds”.

this was addressed in the after game announcements. when they told us this. I expected people to react negatively and shout out bad things. But they didn’t. instead people just brushed it off and cheered.

because here’s the thing that’s awesome about my family. Once a month we meet up and have an awesome weekend where we grow closer to one another. we laugh and play and tell stories. Then after the event we go home and return to our lives, just like anyone else. no matter what anyone says. I knew it, and everyone there knew it. We cheered because we all have a bond that we all know could my be broken by easy means. A bond that maybe one day those guys will someday understand.

But it’s because of that bond that I can say I’m proud to be a nerd.

2 months ago  /  4 notes

Putting my thoughts out there.

I usually feel I can’t get my thoughts out. The way I want to portray them that is. It’s rare I can organize my thoughts long enough to portray the message I wish.

so here it goes:

it was only days ago that it was the day of my reckoning. after opening so many doors to so many lessons, I feel like I have just failed myself. It was on that day I yet again stumble into a new plane of higher awareness. I became aware that friendship is much like a plant that takes love and care, and if mistreated it withers and dies. rarely do I look back with regret. I wish I kept that plant alive. it was when it died that an all so familiar hole in my heart opened. I looked into the wound just to see the history that made my mortal wound all the greater. like all cuts. they heal and scar. sometimes if we are lucky they disappear and return to the shadows from wince they came. With my plant dead, and due to other events. I’m reminded that I can’t remember the last time I felt the warm embrace of another. For the longest time I just feel alone and unwanted. It’s caused me to becomes emotionally armored and ready. Few things can split me in half. I’m detached so nothing can touch me anymore. It all hurts too much otherwise. So I banish myself to my own snow globe. basking in it’s immortal beauty. Not caring what others do to it on the outside. I’m in my own little world. Where no one can reach or hurt me further, and I love it.

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